so i didnt even write last night, does that mean i was out galavanting across town with the most handsome and charming man in the universe...well no. but i was out and my good friend is quite the catch:) he does afterall put up with all my ranting, i mean hes friends with my ex too and that has got to get wearing on one's soul. so eventhough we talked about him, no huge breakdowns, just little minor ones here and there. so yesterday was a good day i suppose. no revelations, no giant well yep im over him lets move on, but no i want to find the walt whitman bridge and jump into the schukhill either (because that water is nasty and would most certainly kill me if the jump didnt).
i did however get a response from a quite pathetic letter i wrote to my ex's best friend from home in a moment of absurd weakness. i mean really who does that, and who is nice enough to actually respond to that craziness. perhaps he just feels bad for me, it was quite the display of please help me. right now i am deliberating writing him back, something short and honest. yes believe it or not i am capable of short.
so goals for today: actually learn something for my boards, possibly write back to that message and breathe...just keep breathing, the whole living thing has to follow that.
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